January 2011
129 posts
December 2010
55 posts
“No matter how difficult the past, you can always begin again today.”
– Buddha (via quote-book)
Do you m i s s m e a t a l l?
Honey, honey, take my heart like money and run.
It’s most likely wrong for me to be upset when I knew this is exactly how my Christmas was going to end. But, fuck. I want to enjoy this evening, if not with my family, than with myself - almost butt naked, eating Christmas dinner and watching Mickey’s Christmas. Obviously, I can’t do that because my Grandmother (who keep in mind dislikes my mother, brother, puppy and I) is here....
I hate drama. Just sayin'.
I've heard it a million times. "You can do better....
I'm in fucking love with music.
godlyfecalmatter:
Every instrument. Every lyric. Every melody. Every vocalist. Every aspect that comes together to make it what it is.
Everything.
I’m cleaning my room, just incase you decide to come over and watch movies with me like you promised when you come home. I don’t know why I do this to myself, oh wait, yes I do. It’s because I love you.
I've never had a New Years kiss.
When it is far too early
To be awake
Because my body aches
And doesn’t take
Well to the comfort of a
New day
That my mind so delicately finds,
I just close my eyes
And take on the pain of getting out
Of bed, one step
Another step until
I can get a hold of my little blue
Pills.
Anti-depressants to wake me up,
And to keep my body from
Aching so much,
To put me to sleep when...
“Are you okay, Quinny?”
I breathed out a heavy sigh. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?” You asked again.
I stopped what I was doing and turned to you with the prettiest smile I could fake, “absolutely.”
And I wish you could have seen the tears in my eyes as I turned away. Thank you - for everything.
I know I’m constantly putting others first, so maybe this is all my fault but I wish people would realize that I’m only human. I may try to be superman but I still breathe, and feel, and hurt. The things that you say and do still have somewhat of an effect on me. I am here to love you, not to put up with your degrading bullshit.
